If you have visited my pages you are aware that I have been to my share of mediums through my journey. I have had many tell me that I am intuitive which I always took as I had a good gut feeling or I had a good sense of someone that I had just met. I was always of the belief of a greater power and that we all have intuitive abilities so this wasn’t a far stretch. I always agreed happily knowing I had some sort of a connection to this greater power but never in my wildest dreams did I think that I was able to actually connect with specific spirit. That the random thoughts in my head were actually spirit trying to validate who they were for their loved ones. I would just push those random thoughts to the side as I always had many times yet questioning why was I thinking that anyways.
It was in November of 2019 that I went to see a new medium that I happened to stumble across on, in conversation with my sister in law. She was telling me that her mom had just went to see a medium and something inside me said I need to see this lady. After all I had only met one amazing medium about 15 years ago, since she passed I had felt lost and I had been searching for someone just as good. Through my years I had experienced amazing, great, good and not so good mediums so I already had a great gage, so I booked it.
Usually when I have a reading its usually focused on others around me, the big difference was this reading was all about me. Which considering the state of mind I was in, it makes a bunch of sense now. Spirit usually tells you what you need to hear and some of what you want as well. What I needed to hear was that I was naturally gifted in connecting with spirit. That this was passed down through my bloodlines and that I had to seriously consider doing this for work. She did explain to me that yes everyone has the ability to connect with spirit, and that we can all learn “how to” however there are others that are naturally gifted. She used the analogy of a pianist. Anyone can be taught to play the piano and most of us can learn and may be good but then there are the Mozarts of the world, naturally gifted. It clicked, but while the idea of this was cool I thought she must be out of her mind. For those that know me personally I am no Mother Teresa… I am a sinner beyond sinner, so how could this be… ME?!?!
I was pretty messed up for a several days about this as my whole life went through a “rewind”. So many things that never made sense now made sense. It’s like as soon as I actually considered this to be a possibility my spirit guides brought me back to so many times in my life that they tried to show themselves. It was a huge emotional and metal rollercoaster because one thing we all have including myself is human doubt. The voice in our heads that tell us we can’t do this, this can’t be real, this isn’t possible and the list goes on. What also happened which I wasn’t ready for or expecting, is that spirit started to push through for family and friends here on earth, and so soon.
My first visitation that I was able to validate was one of my good friends mom just a few days after my reading. I knew her here on earth so it was easier for her as she used a lot of my memories to validate herself to me. This made it easier to put the pieces together and start to make myself muster the courage to go out on a limb to tell my friend of then 13 years that I think her mom came to me. I had to do this to be able to validate what spirit was showing me but what is my long time friend going to think of me… is she going to think I am crazy?? Hell, I thought I was going crazy…
Well one thing that spirit doesn’t do is abandon you… and what I realized very quickly is that over 80% of what I communicated was accurate. Not only did my dear friends mom come through, so did her late grandfather and cousin who was murdered. The validations that came through were amazing and I was beyond freaked out but I still had this doubt, until the following day.
I was asked a very specific question by my cousin about a watch from her late uncle… I was able to clearly receive what the watch looked like and where in the home it was currently located, I described it as I had received it. When I received a picture of the actual watch I had to sit down and I cried for ten minutes straight. This was the moment that I knew without a shadow of a doubt that this information was coming from spirit that had passed. I could not come up with no other explanation… and guess what? It didn’t go away, it became more and more intense. I became more aware and the more I trusted that this in fact was happening the more I received.
Since then I have communicated dozens more messages from passed loved ones and I have been guided to following this path through my own spirit guides. The fulfillment I receive from communicating these validations and messages is beyond anything I have ever felt before. The healing my clients feel through this experience is priceless.
While I am very early on in my journey I am very excited to be sharing it with all of you! If you are interested in having reading or need to talk about your own experiences please reach out, as in me you have an open non-judgemental ear.
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